ok i really need some help, like seriously im not just trippin. well maybe. but anyways, i dont know what to do with my living situation. either way its bad but it can be good too, that all depends on me. what i need help with is where i should go. i have two choices 1)stay with my mom and 2)live with my Gma. heres like details i guess ( Read more... )

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damn since friday ive been playing in a tournament with the freshies so im pretty tired theyre fuckin animals. i dont think i can play with them, it makes me feel like a failure. really. but i dont know. im tired. last night i went out at 1am and went tpin with the freshies cause i was like really bored and needed fresh air. then i went to jordans ( Read more... )

damn i feel so sick.... my last entry, um, i was drunk n faded so forget about it, i cant even remember doin it ( Read more... )

omg the hottest kid jut lef my house., haha cant imagine how to ride a bike when ur drunkll......this song is so pimp, by usher.. um confessions er somtthin? fuck. weed is so goooooodf i think icould die now..... damn, sarah you.... nvm i dont care now you know that...........dud. i n a pass out so like lates everybody wheres paula she lefgtt??? ( Read more... )

I'm gonna be a failure i know it. all i wanna do is party so i can like just fuckin be in bliss and not hafta think about not bein allowed outside and that im not what im expected to be and prolly never will be.... but maybe ill get over it? well im tryin to forget about some things, mainly that i was too late to be loved if that makes sense.... ( Read more... )

I changed my mind......I'm not in love.

I'm just fuckin stupid. and curious. and horny lol.

so yeah shay N sarah and everybody else, ima forget about it.

the way you look at me ( Read more... )

oh damn im so in love

Do you know what I think about you ( Read more... )