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[ballet_romance]

i tend to act like im okay when im really not. i dont let anyone know what im feeling or what is bothering me. today my friend asked me why i was sad today and i just told her i was tired when really that wasnt true at all. i think that i have a problem showing what im feeling because i dont want to seem vulnerable. when really, all i want is to

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[xxxxpandamonium]

sometimes its good to talk..to a close friend, to a pet? to anyone. its good to let it out sometimes. i was like that last year, and i burst. it got all bottled up, and i started thinking about disgusting, horrid thoughts, and it got me into a lot of trouble and everyone knew me because of that. josh brought it up today, and he said, "if you were to do that, people would be sad. sometimes if you just talk about it, it gets a little better"

find someone you trust. someone who wont judge you. and just tell them. chances are, you'll feel better, and you might even get support, or a shoulder to lean on.

i did it all the time, and it got too hard. you can always talk to me.

i say it a lot, but i want you to know that i really mean it. if you called me at 2:45 am on a saturday morning, i would listen& talk to you.

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[ballet_romance]

jaahnvi that was one of the nicest things anyone has ever said to me. i love you and even though i might not act like it, i really do and i hope we can become closer as the years pass us by..or even months haha
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[xxxxpandamonium]

im glad. sometimes last year, someone that i dont usually talk to would like IM me and just say a really nice thing and brighten up my day. sometimes we need that, you know? and i think we are getting closer. <3<3<3<3

[ballet_romance]

i know that usually you are one of the people that says something nice and just make me feel 293475474375435 times better. <3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3

[before__vegas]

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