ew. the dance was really bad. nothing went like it was supposed to. i didnt even get to hang out with this one guy i wanted to..i dont think he really likes me anymore :-/ and i kept getting ditched the whole time and i didnt have fun at all. there was only one part i liked..but im too embarrassed to say it :-x i cant believe how much the dance ( Read more... )

ok so im deffinetly going to the dance. jenny and i are getting ready together..isnt that cute? lol well i still dont have a date to bring to michelles party so maybve ill just go alone and find someone there ( Read more... )

i think i have too big of a heart. i dont really expect to get hurt. i'm too nice to people sometimes and sometimes i think i forget people aren't always as nice as you'd like. when i get hurt..it hurts twice as bad because i dont see it coming. thats what happened with him. i couldn't have seen it coming even if it was right in front of me. ( Read more... )

im almost 100% sure im going to the dance!! i know!! thats just totally awesome! ok well anyways its been raining alot and i hope it doesnt rain for the dance..because then it will be cold. i think im going to change my screenname soon. and the only problem is is that if i get to go to the dance im grounded from the computer instead..so i cant go ( Read more... )

sjfhdjgfkjlfghkgh im not happy where i live. i dont like my environment. i just want to run outside in the rain right now. i'm tired of everyone being mean and im tired of feeling alone in my own house. i'm tired of everyone fighting and then the next day being on each other's side. its not that im tired of thousand oaks or los cerritos. i think ( Read more... )

so maybe my motto is "love and hopefully be loved in return" or " dont miss out on love just because of the after math of it all" i guess i dont really have a motto ( Read more... )

-R.I.P. ALFONSO FAUSTO..WHAT A BRAVE LITTLE SOUL ( Read more... )

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i dont really think you know what its like. its not that easy to just say yes or no. its much more complicated. there are alot of things i am afraid of..getting hurt AGAIN..being in the same situation. i mean you really hurt me. i mean really.i mean yeah..i like you but its not easy to just forgive and forget if you know what i mean. theres alot of ( Read more... )

it's for reasons you dont understand. maybe i dont want everything to be ok soon. maybe i dont want to let go. maybe im afraid if i let go..i will never be able to hold onto it again. maybe i dont want to forget. no matter how broken and shattered my heart is..im not ready to let that go. your everywhere. on the t.v. when i hear your favorite band ( Read more... )