lifeguard drama
so theres this guy at work who is pretty hot.
hes bi.
i hooked up with him and then found out hes "dating" this other coworker of mine.
playing us both.

so i was just going to the club with melissa, virginia, desmond and holland but now i find myself sitting at home, alone. turns out they wouldn't let me in with my provisional drivers license, birth cerificate, social security card, and student id. apparently clubs are really crackin down. must be this whole war on terror thing. i didn't even need ( Read more... )

it's been forever since i wrote here, but a conversation with lara prompted me to re-read my old entries and start writing again. currently i am living at home, lifeguarding at the white rock ymca, and not driving. my license was suspended for some stupid DUI. ugh. anyways....as it turns out, i'm not going back to utah in the fall. im dancing here ( Read more... )

everything thats wrong with me in one letter, wow ( Read more... )

so last night the guy i wrote about before called me and explained what happened. i forgot that he was going to wendover all day and taking one of those party bus things and he left his phone in the car in utah. i guess it was a reasonable excuse but today i still dont feel like hes giving me as much attention as he was earlier in the week. i dunno ( Read more... )

so im pretty sure the guy i like isnt into me anymore. he seemed so great at first (dont they all?) but now i get the idea that hes ignoring me, even though he said he wasnt. we were supposed to hang out tonight and he didnt call me. this is something hed been very good at in the past, a very punctial person. it just makes me feel like he doesn't ( Read more... )

you know, utah isn't so bad when you have friends here! i've bone out every night this week, isn't that crazy? it's like being home again! there have been parties almost every night and clubbing was fun on friday. its so nice to feel like i have a life again. on another note, drinking as much as i have been lately it seems inevitable for lots of ( Read more... )

thanksgiving was nice....well kind of. it was great spending so much time with my friends, the family thing just kind of sucked. i spent most of the time fighting with my dad about what i'm doing next year. kind of depressing. when i come back to utah SHOCK everything is white. it's been snowing since i got here and its supposed to snow all week. I ( Read more... )

so i understand if you want to bash the way i look or dance or act sometimes or whatever but some of the things attacked on here seem a little baseless. pretty much just things that no one who actually knew me at all would say ( Read more... )

this morning i wake up at 6:30 (SHOCK!) feeling much much better (even bigger shock!). it seems that my illness was a mere 2 day stint. i could not be more glad for it to be over. while i wish in a way that i could look like shit and have a raspy voice and all that to prove to those ballet bitches that i really was sick, i think i will enjoy my ( Read more... )