i have come to the conclusion that there is something wrong with me and i am defective or something. im not happy. im trying to be. i want to be, but im just not happy at all. i might as well just live my life as being unhappy since i prob will never be happy.

depressed.....what else is new???

i will start writing....soon as soon as i have time......4 days til spring break

this is a new journal, but i got a headache to write a real entry