I'm bored.

[balletsh]

I have some things I could work on but the entire sales staff (except me) is in training all day today and tomorrow. So I'm trying to make sure I have some things left for tomorrow. I tell you what, office work is nice... but it can be rather boring at times. Especially right now as I'm the only one in the office. Makes for a lonely work

Comments

[shivtim]

Maybe it's just your baby clock ticking?

Give it time. Things will work out, I promise.

[lovelyaudrey8]

Don't put on a happy act, it never helps the healing.

What do you do when life keeps dealing you blows? You do deserve the chance to be happy, it is your right. But you'll never be happy if you concentrate on the negative aspects. So hear me out, let's go ahead and compare some positives

[balletsh]

You're right Jenny, I never used to be so negative. I don't know why I've changed in the last couple of years to someone who is. And it's not that I'm unhappy with my job now... I'm just not comfortable with it yet and I'm still so frustrated over everything that happened at Gallagher's.

I can't audition for shows at the Civic b/c it interferes with ballet... not that I haven't thought about it but it would probably be hard to do both. If I got in as a chorus member, would it be possible to do both?

[lovelyaudrey8]

Many, many people at the Civic have other commitments... either dance classes, WMU classes, voice lessons, Kalamazoo Singers. I don't know how much of the week you dance, but if it's just a couple times and you can stave off for a week when you get to tech week, I think it's do-able. I know how important ballet is to you! I think it would be fun/beneficial to stretch your wings a bit and meet some new people. And it's "Anything Goes"! Hello, tap dancing! Woot, woot! :o)

And as for Comstock, unless they change policy they have a cast everybody policy, so conflicts are even more work-able. And it's "Grease!", there may be some fun parts for you.

[balletsh]

Ok, cool. Well, I guess if/when you get information send it my way. I haven't tapped since "Guys and Dolls," but I can learn.

[matty_z]

It appears we have the same two core fears and similar responses to them

[balletsh]

I know you're right Matt. I've always felt that before too. Last year when I wanted my life to end, the next day He helped me see that that wasn't the answer. It's just so hard sometimes.

I would really like to get together over Christmas break. I work M-F 9-5 now so just give me a call when you get into town.

[matty_z]

Yeah, that'd be nice. I'll be around all week before Christmas so I'll give you a call that Sunday or Monday and we'll figure something out.