I don't want to hurt anymore... I just want to be loved by a guy I care for and love. I know I have people who love me but it's different. I want to be that girl that he looks at and says yeah, that's her.

I don't want to be miserable anymore. I just want to be happy. Why is it so hard to give someone and something a chance?

I don't want to go to work (even though I need the money BADLY ( Read more... )

It's finally snowing ( Read more... )

Here are all my kids ( the crew )

I think I'm getting sick. There's been something going around and I think it's finally gotten to me. I'm getting the sore throat, the sniffles and this time around a weird dizziness. It's hard to explain but it just feels like I'm not stable, like I'm walking around on a boat that's swaying too much in the water. It's very weird ( Read more... )

I want to thank you all for your prayers. Today I was offered the job at the Holiday Inn West as their office coordinator in the sales office. I start hopefully next week (the week of Thanksgiving) and will be done managing the night before Thanksgiving. I am super excited and can't wait to start a new career path. I am so over this restaurant ( Read more... )

10 Reasons Why Gay Marriage is Wrong ( Read more... )

Angie told me last night that Paul Sr. said that they were bending over backwards for me and that they've never done that for any managers ( Read more... )

So he cornered me in the office today and tried to talk to me. I told him that I was pissed at him for not coming to my concert because he's supposed to be my friend. I'm pretty sure I've fallen in love with him. Of course, this is with the way I'd been treated previous to the last couple of weeks. But I can't help it, I've fallen hard core ( Read more... )

Time for an update, that is. Haven't felt much like doing it lately. Been preoccupied and frustrated with a lot of stuff. Haven't felt like taking the time to write it all out and bore you with it. But here it is ( Read more... )