Messed Up

[ballofconfusion]

I cant stand being here when she talks about guys and being with other people. Being her friend is harder than ever. I only see myself next to her kissing her and holding her. I cant picture anyone else being with her. I cant hear her calling someone elses name. I cant see her doing all those things. It breaks my heart having to hear and see and

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[an4rchist69]

u need a vacation...badly....but just by yourself or maybe with a friend that you like! other than that dont put yourself down, be cheerie!!!

im alone and i get depressed at times. nobody calls me anymore, the only peaple i hang around with is henry and johnathan and they keep me happy. i forget most of my problems when were having fun but yeah...i dont like you like this, you just need to find the right crowd, people who like you for what you are and not critisize your choises in life. depression sucks!
:)ttyl

[ballofconfusion]

Yes it does suck!!!