I am so jealous. Jackie got a cool ass car. I got to be a passenger in it today and it was cool. She just got it today. She got a brand new 2003 Sunfire Sport. WOW. It's Yellow and so awesome. Jackie, im gonna jock your clit all day and night. Well hopefully you'll let me drive it down the block or something or let me pump gas in it or let me wash ( Read more... )

Nothing much just chillin here at X sport fitness working out. Well i have been trying to get all fit i guess just in case they do send me to the marines. I dont know what time im leaving here. We are gonna go swim really quickl. I dont really want to but hey nothing else to do. good thing i dont work tomarrow because im gonna be soar as hell. ( Read more... )

I really dont want it to be like this. The love of my life is drifting further and further apart. I can only blame myself. I lost something so great and now im alone. Nobody to talk to nothing to do nowhere to go. I love you so much. I wish one day Jackie. I wish that one day we look at each other once again and just say fuck it lets do it. Lets ( Read more... )

Sometimes catching up on journals may not be a good thing. Sometimes it might be a good thing. Well nothing much really going on. Jackie is all like hubba hubba all day with her new friend victor talking about whatever, i dont even wanna get into it but so far i really dont give a fuck about what anyone thinks. All i care about is what is happening ( Read more... )

Well nothing happened today but i went to work from 8 to 4 and it sucked balls because there was nothing to do and i just wasted a whole bunch of time doing nothing. The good part about it was Jackie comeing to visit me and asking for my car. She bought me a present. Thanks Jackie. I love it. Well Jackie said she went to the North side. Hm i dunno ( Read more... )

Nothing much really. Yesterday i was all day in the back yard with a couple of breaks here and there. I plowed, restructured, seeded, soiled, watered, and cleaned the whole yard. Hard ass work but it has to be done. Jackie helped by cleaning my car and carrying some 40 pound bags of dirt and helping me pick out flowers that came to a whopping 50 ( Read more... )

Well first of all Miggi is mad because everyone left his house and yeah its my fault ( Read more... )

I called jackie when i got out of work and before i could say anything i was already getting bitched at for just no reason. I expected this day to be different. I had not imagined it to be like this. Maybe its the rain. FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!

I cant stand being here when she talks about guys and being with other people. Being her friend is harder than ever. I only see myself next to her kissing her and holding her. I cant picture anyone else being with her. I cant hear her calling someone elses name. I cant see her doing all those things. It breaks my heart having to hear and see and ( Read more... )

Ive been thinking about all the wrong choices i made in my life and all this bullshit. I dont know what really is right or wrong but something just doesnt feel right. Leaving Jackie was a bad one. I know that. I think all day about what the fuck i did. I feel really bad for her. I am such an asshole. Maybe everyone is right about me. I treated her ( Read more... )