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Being unforgiving is like drinking poison and waiting for the other person to die.

I weep for the men who dont understand how to show love you must first let go of pride.
I weep more for the people who have to live with them...

You know what I think? It think life is worth living.

IM IN LIVE NANANANANANANAN IM A BELIEVER. yea you get the drift ( Read more... )

Yesterday was a day of learning. It seemed like everyone at school was against me. And at the game everyone in the drumline got a fold cup except for me. I am a base and I was forgotten. Nobody seemed to like me at all. It sounds like I am whining doesent it? I now understand what people feel when girls dont except your complements. I looked ( Read more... )

Vela is giving me more and more reason to not like him..........

Anyways, its over with Rosalea. I realized it isnt worth it anymore. It seems like pain is the only outcome here.

Oh your brown eyes were hypnotic tonight. Your black hair was beautiful like your tone. Screw the poem. You are the best person ever. And its all in your eyes, to say I dont look at you in a perverted way. Holy crap you are beautiful. I dont think it will work because you are of mexican heritage and I am caucasion. God you are amazing. The ( Read more... )

Just got back from the band party, it was fun. I wrestled Jordan and even thought he is 245 and I am 215, I pinned him 6 times and he pinned me once. It was fun, I played Halo 2 for a while till it was dark and I suck at it ( Read more... )

I CANT DO IT ANY MORE!!!! THE SIN IS TEARING ME DOWN!!!!! I KEEP GIVING IN!!! I AM A FAILURE, IT SEEMS DEATH IS THE ONLY ALTERNATIVE!!!! NO, DEATH NEED NOT BE THE FINAL HOPE!!! I NEED TO, WANT TO HAVE TO STOP THIS WRONG!!!! THE POWER, THE STRENGTH, THE FREEDOM, RUINED!!! I CANT TAKE IT ANY MORE!!!!