i unfortunately had to attned to my duties as a proper hostest last night and today, with a certain old friend who came to say her hellos. really she was in the area and had no where to stay. so it was "lets call up diana, shall we self?" we went to yet another lame mica party last night. i was antsy the whole time, ready to get back and call my ( Read more... )

(i gotta joke i've been dying to tell you ( Read more... )

tomorrow is the big day.

10 am

my heart is pounding

lllllord please

i love my boyfriend. he is a model.

or pretends to be.

funny i cant remember this morning. oh- there was no morning.emily in that airy "i'm talking to tony" voice: "sweety, its 1 o clock in the afternoon, you should probobly do your homework." i do remember my dream though. its hard enough to explain it face to face to someone, harder still to type it. i will just type out selective words and scenes to ( Read more... )

it is less than a month until i return home. currently i am stuck in the freshman world of the commons dorms. where you stay in on a saturday night and people can tell when they walk by the window... art art art art art art fags. art fags. i walk to class and that dead milkmen's song rings through my ears ( Read more... )