I guess I didn't realize it had been so awful long since the last time I posted here.  
I am alive and living as a (still) single parent of my beautiful little grrrl, Averie.  We are living in Hell...er...um...I mean...New Jersey, still.  I was well on my way to moving us back to Texas, when my Dad had to have open heart surgery and then in the ( Read more... )

I sit here and think about  him.  I drive and think about him.  I sleep and I think about him.  He says he wants to be with me.  He says he wants to be in our lives.  And yet, he makes no attempt to make it real.  He comes and goes.  Sometimes I hear from him and other times it's as if I don't exist to him.  He came to my house in the early dawn ( Read more... )

You know that ONE, who the mere thought of, brings such a smile to your face that others would think that you were a child on Christmas eve who just witnessed Santa Claus climbing up the chimney?

You know that ONE, that makes your belly swim full of butterflies everytime they hold you close?

You know that ONE, that the simple sound of their voice  ( Read more... )

Here I am in my crazy lil world, thinking that the sky is falling because I am a single mother who struggles everyday to keep her head above water so that she can give her lil one a good life.  After reading a friend's post, I have come to realize 2 things.

1)  I am one one of many single parents.  Why am I so special and unique?

and

2)  I am ( Read more... )

Yes! I'm still alive ( Read more... )

Have I mentioned that New Jersey SUCKS???

It is decided...I really don't care too much for all this adultness ( Read more... )

I can say that because I grew up here ( Read more... )

With the exception of my beautiful new friend's birthday party, my weekend sucked big, hair, monkey balls. (Thank you, Laura, for a good time with you and your friends.)

It sucked especially when I came to find that on a weekend he was supposed to be alone and "finding himself", he found himself in the bed of another woman... Twice.

I must admit that last year's birthday was a million times better than this year. (Which, incidentally, is today ( Read more... )