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.caro|ine.

ya so i have had the flu.. which sucks.. i felt so bad yesterday.. i have never felt that weak before. ya it was horrible. but im feelin alot better today.. i am so sick of being in my house! uh its killin me. i want to get out! and i am dyin to go on the soccer retreat! but i dont know if my parents will let me.. hopefully i wont get a fever ( Read more... )

this weekend was rough.
thank you for listenin to me and helping me and being there for me since i really need it right now. you dont understand how much it means to me. and i know you are going through alot too and i love you and i know you know that. thank you again.
.caro|ine.

hey guys i hope you had a good weekend. went to the games on friday. spent the night with beka. and went to the abortion march on saturday. it was great. there were alot of people there and it really made me want to help in any way that i can. thought about someone the whole time and how blessed and loved he is. it kills me to think about him not ( Read more... )

hey.. wow its been weird not havin the whole livejournal thing for awhile.. but im glad its back. friday was fun fun.. went to eat at sonic then went to laser zone AGAIN.! and no i didnt get any better from last time.. o well it was alot of fun. daniel and jeff are awesome. sittin in elizabeths car was so much fun. then jeff knocked over my ( Read more... )

this sucks.

here i am.
ONCE AGAIN
im torn into pieces.
cant deny it.
cant pretend.
just thought you were the one.
broken up.
deep inside.
but you wont get to see the tears i cry.

. i should of listened to Barrett in the first place .

.caro|ine.

ok.. im just going to get this out in the open.. i SUCK at lazer tag.. i mean i SUCK! it is just a big joke for me to actually try to play and do good.. well.. clark, jacob, john, liz, harsh, and kathryn and this dad and son who were on me and johns team. they all experienced my wonderful skills. so ya whenever i play games like that i get so ( Read more... )

hey.. i hate being back at school.. but im so glad to see all my friends but i hate school. soccer has started and i have done nothing.. im going to this other doctor that brower told me to go to. so im going 2moro.. hopefully we will find out what is wrong.. i just dont want to have surgery.. at this point i dont know if im gonna be able to play ( Read more... )

happy new years! last nite was awesome. the byers got a frickin huge t.v.! ok it is taller then me!!!! it is very very big! so we fixed charlie's castle which was fun.. went and saw mr gobbles again.! went on ROLLERCOASTER HILL!!! scary! but alot of fun! kathryn was screamin so loud! then watched a movie.. then Will put in the first 3 seasons of ( Read more... )

Gatlinburg was awesome. walkin around and lookin at the same t-shirts in every store was fun. there were 5 of us in one room. there was 1 bed. lol that was interesting..so after one night of all of us in there. cameron, beka, liz, allison, and i moved down to the basement. which was alot of fun! and alot bigger.! it was fun because john, will, and ( Read more... )