i went to the shrinks office only to find out that my appointment is next week. so now i am awake with nothing to do and nobody to talk to. im bored. anyways, what can i write....lets see....well i could talk about...no not that....well......ummm...i know! ill talk about the night i overdosed. it was a wednesday night and i was at church and i was ( Read more... )

ok i know it's been a long time since i last updated my journal so here's what's new... i'm going out with a very beautiful girl named paige. i love you baby, call me tonight. alot of my old friends don't talk to me anymore, like bethany and tammy. i don't talk to marki or katie at all. i used tyler and left her, i'm sorry for what i did to you. if ( Read more... )

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today, well yesterday technically, was basically a shitty day. First, i wake up and my brother skye(who's gay) tells me katie said to call tiffany if i ever needed to talk to somebody again. she said that because i called her the other night and tried to talk to her about some things...me screwing up her life....me screwing up my life...basically ( Read more... )

i am so confused. first of all i talked to katie a little while ago and for some reason i didn't want to let her go and then after we hung up i tried to go to sleep but i couldn't without telling her something first. so, i called her back and told her i loved her, she said she loved me too and we hung up. ok, first of all, she usually only calls me ( Read more... )

i'm so bored! it is 2:30 and i have nothing to do and nobody to talk to, i am supposed to call bethany today and talk to her about us bein friends again.the only reason that i stopped talking to her is because katie told me that she said that i tried to forced her to do stuff she didn't wanna do and when i told bethany that she got pissed and ( Read more... )

hey, what's up? my name is gavin and this is my live journal. i am sitting here with nothing to do cuz everybody is in school and there's nobody to talk to. today i start my new job and i'm a little nervous cuz this is my first job ever so i'm not sure what to do. i guess i'll find out. anyways i'll write more later.
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