1. Would you marry for money? not STRICTLY for money...but it does help ( Read more... )

So I pretty much had the best birthday ever. Like I said before, I started it out by going to the bars at midnight the night before. Then yesterday was just so much fun. I got flowers from my parents and happy birthdays all day long, which made me feel really special :). Last night was the best though. I went to a nice restaurant with a few of ( Read more... )

Soooooooo tonight at 12AM Andrew and I went to the strip to celebrate my birthday. We only went to 2 bars, but at the first one I got the most drunk, because we got a pitcher of Cosmopolitan. It was such a great atmosphere, it wasn't all crazy and loud, we were able to sit and drink, and we had such an amazing conversation. It's crazy the things ( Read more... )

All I want to do right now is go to sleep and not wake up for at least a couple of days. But no, I have to go and give a stupid speech today, and I don't know why I get so nervous for these things, it's not like it's a really big deal. It just suuuuuuuuuucks and I don't want to do it, but no matter how much I don't want to do it, I have to, and I ( Read more... )

Do you ever get the feeling that nobody gives a shit about you, and they couldn't care less about your happiness? I've been getting that more and more lately, and it's become more pronounced recently. I give and I give and I give, but I never receive, nobody really gives a shit if I'm happy or not, they just know that whenever they need something ( Read more... )

I don't know what's going on with me. I developed this cough a few days ago that just won't go away. It's a dry cough, and I have no other symptoms like runny nose or fever or anything. It just feels like my throat is scratchy and when I talk my breath gets caught and I'll start coughing, and sometimes I just start coughing for no reason. It's ( Read more... )

It seems like the harder I try, the more I lose control. I wish I could just relax and let life come to me, instead of trying to make it what I think it should be. I guess I have this idea that my life should be like "this" and when it doesn't work out that way, I get depressed. Blah. I don't have too much to say, just that I wish I could ( Read more... )

sooooo fair tonight...that was fun...now i'm just sitting up cause i'm bored out of my mind...anyway, if you're bored too, and dying to know way more about me than you should, here you go:
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I have issues. I mean, I'm just a big freak. Sometimes I feel like somebody needs to come slap me in the face and just say "Seriously, Elise. What the fuck." Any takers? Siiiiiigh, life is just a bag of blah. It's the same cycle everyday, I wake up, go to class, come home, waste the rest of the day away, go back to bed. I hate just ( Read more... )

Do it bitches ( Read more... )