It's hard to believe that in a span of 3 months I've managed to GAIN 10lbs... it's so easy to put the weight back on ( Read more... )

I found out yesterday my boyfriend has been lying to me. He quit smoking on 01-01-2004 at 12:01am... and I've found out that he's been smoking for 6months... a pack a day.

I'm hurt and disapointed that he has lied to me.

weight 161

161 this morning.

162 this morning.

I didn't meet my goals this week but I did get down 1.5lb ( Read more... )

just can't get back on track... weight sucks because I suck

So I'm 163 this morning and I feel like a failure.

but I know I can do this bc I've done it before. If you don't believe check out my old xanga site and go to the old entries!

b- cereal 200
l- crap 290
s-nothing
d-

I'll update later. Pray I don't fail.
limit on my calories today 800- leaves me with 310 calories for the rest of the day.

So my re-do yesterday wasn't a complete f-up ( Read more... )

so today is my official first day of my start over.
I've got my food diary and I'm keeping track of my intake.

b- 2 cups of coffee 70
l- turkey and cheese sandwhich 300
d- To be determined.

water- 4 bottles
hoodia pills 1 so far.

I've set my goals and I've set rewards.

I am going to get back on track and be better than ever.

So I got eat up by fire ants today. I stepped in an ant hill this morning and didn't even know it until I had like 15 bites already! First time I've ever been bit by them ( Read more... )