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I have found the pot of gold at the end of the rainbow.

Funny how I always decide to quit everything at once. It's like New Years resolutions, only in June. Whoever said loyalty was an asset to a person's character was quite wrong, but I suppose there's a difference between loyalty and a really bad habit.
I suspect the latter applies to my life more frequently.

I figured out what the real challenge is, so in the interest of going down swinging, I'm going to go do that.

"I want to love you without clutching,
Appreciate you without judging.
Join you without invading,
Invite you without demanding.
Leave you without guilt,
Criticize you without blaming
And help you without insulting.
If I can have the same from you,
Then we can truly meet each other."

Please, please, please give me the strength to let go.

I am
inspired
in love
laughing
crying
drinking
smoking
sexing
waiting
thinking
loving
singing
driving
mourning
learning
flying
kissing
living.

the subject is it.

fuck you. I made it through high school with only a few goals in mind, and getting the hell away from you was definiately one of them. I hate that you exist in my life, and that you are fucking here. In MY territory. I was fucking here first. I started really being happy here. And I want you out of it.

united states sucks, blah blah blah.
not sure what i'm doing, what else is new?
plastic wasteland, etc.
whine and yell because i'm nervous, blah blah.
innane comments about the people in my life. (tide goes in, tide goes out).
purchasing shit to teach in that's made in china, irony, ha. ha.
yadda yadda yadda, blah blah blah, etc. etc.