aww i love my babii so much <3 he called me and told me that he loves me <3 man i dunno whut i would have done wiffout him.. i was so0o depressed there for a minute! I might go to his house tonite- yay i finally get to c him =D okay well im out
I LOVE YOU KYLE <3333333

I can`t even breathe I`m crying so hard. Damn I hate my life. Me and Kyle got in a big fight, and now he hates me. I just want to die, he was my life, and i tried so hard to hold onto him for as long as i could.. I just wish that things would have worked out like I wanted them to. God killl me!!! I WILL TRY SO HARD TO MOVE ON, all i want is someone ( Read more... )

AHH it`s freaking amazing how things change in a matter of minutes. My whole body hurts, and I honestly want out of this world.. I`m so sick of my life, and i`m sick of things going wrong. I don`t want to live like this, *somethings missing, and i can`t figure out whut it is.. I feel so incomplete, so hopeless.. Someone save me from this misery.. ( Read more... )

Wow this deffinately sux! I woke up at 10 this morning, which is REALLY early for me, and i have juss sat around this WHOLE time.. kyle`s still "sleeping" and i`m waiting for him to wake up.. It deffinately sux cuz i really wanna c him today, but i think he is gunna hang out wiff justin today n e ways, meaning i can`t see him.. I really think thing ( Read more... )

Holy freakin cowz! <-omg did i juss say that? yeah well that`s DEFFINATLY how bored i am.. I`m like,  scared i`m so bored, i mean.. no one`s home- *kyle`s at fun spot, Em&Tiff are at the beach, Rachel`s sleeping, Clark`s got school.. * SOMEONE SAVE ME!! my day was so0o boring to.. Well rachel woke me up 20494839 times cuz she was gettin ready for ( Read more... )

[[DESCRiBE]]
[x] The shoes you wore today: white coach shoes
[x] Your height: 5'7
[x] Your fears: spiders

[[WHAT iS]]
[x] Your most overused phrase on aim: lol
[x] Your thoughts when you first wake up: i'm tired 
[x] The first feature you notice in the opposite sex: eyes and hair
[x] Your best physical feature: hmm
[x] Your bedtime: I dont have one 
[x] ( Read more... )

WooHoo! Well life is going pretty damn smooth. I`m doing my best not to let anything bring me down but yu know, shit happens. Well last night me and Kyle got in a pretty big fight, but we`re okay now, he called and straightened things out last night. Me and Rachel took a whole bunch of pictures yesterday, some of them are pretty cute.. She left ( Read more... )

no school till the 23rd!!! wooohooo!! this charley shit wasnt so bad after all!! i bought a digital camera today, yess!! im so excited.. lol thats the whole reason i wrote!! check out pics at * www.picturetrail.com/banana5096 <- okay im out
x0x0x0x courtney

omg dude i havent written in like... FOREVER!! lol well geez life sure has changed since my last entry.. me and kyle officially got back together on the 8th :) YAY~ and things are working pretty good.. right now we're in a lil petty argument but hey, things happen.. yeah but school started on the 9th.. it's okay.. no ones in muh first 2 classes, ( Read more... )

ahh i've been laying around watching TV all day with NO SOUND- i can barely hear, muh ear is so fucked up and it's making me CRAZY.. i can't wait to go to the doctor and get sum medicine that actually will WORK and make it possible for me to hear again :( wow i havent writtin in a long time.. since the last time i wrote, a lot of shit has happened ( Read more... )