so much drama in muh life but IM NOT INVOLVED- lol.. well so many people are fighting but im juss in muh happy lil world wiff the boy of my dreamz*but clark and rachel and alexis and lauren and bryson and ashton and adam ARENT that lucky! haha- well yeah i dont feel like writing.. i'll write about it later- okay im out x's and o's
courteny

wow this is deffinatly depressing.. yeah me and kyle started goin out on the 7th, i was never happier, like if n e 1 would have SEEN the smile on my face wen he asked me, it was huge, and i didn't think it'd ever go away- i fell in love wiff him a lil over a year ago, and my hearts been broken again.. yeah yu guessed it, he broke up wiff me again.. ( Read more... )

i really have not been this bored in foreverrr~ no lie, i think imma bout to go crazy.. i also think sumthing is wrong wiff me.. like im shaking uncontrollably and it's really scary.. and everytime i try to get up, i get dizzier then ever.. i think muh syncope is coming back :( shyt thats deffinatly not good.. doctor time :-\.... well i've just sat ( Read more... )

ahhh i feel refreshed, i just took 2 bathys cuz i felt dirty cuz i layed out today and i had tanning oil on me :)... todays been boring as hell tho [even tho i got a TAN!!] lol... oh did i mention i shaved my legs! yes im on a roll today.. i really wanted to go see spiderman tonight, but i dunno who im gunna c it w/ now that sum 1 is bein a ( Read more... )

lol welll my day started out wonderful-- first i slept in till 11:30 [i fuckin love summer just for that right there]- then after i woke up i went downstairs and ate a piece of pizza [yummmy :-D] then i went and brushed muh teef and took a looonnnnggg baffy [it was so0o great] then i blow dry'd and straightened muh hair and now it smells realllly ( Read more... )

-im so0o bored it's not even cool :( kyle's at his soccer game and im sitting at home on muh ass waiting for rachel to call me back.. boring!! lol i drove to the bank and to publix today :) im getting to be a pretty good driver, i think?? lol well yeah i miss kyle, havent seen him in a few days.. but it's okay, i think i'll... live?? heh well i ( Read more... )

more then n e thing in this whole world, i am sick of d.r.a.m.a! nobody understands how much drama is brought into muh life.. clark and rachel just broke up a lil while ago cuz she likes cam a lil.. god this is horrible~ no offence but clark doesnt deserve this.. i was talkin to lauren about it and she totally agree's w/ me.. i just wish that them ( Read more... )

im listening to one of me and kyles old songs :( it's really sad, cuz last night.. i fucked everything up.. :( yeah well i spent the night at emilys and then billy and hannah called and they wanted me to chill.. so they came to emilys and were like "leave with us" and i was like whutever~ so0o i was in the car and i was like "i dont feel right, ( Read more... )

lol well i woke up today about... 1~ lol great sleep, i luhv it.. then i went to cheerleading at 6 and saw ashton :) i miss that girl so0o bad and she is grounded for the WHOLE summer :( tear! lol "y yu walkin Daeshawn, i thought yu were black!!" lmfao lolol- yeah but i hope she gets ungrounded soon cuz i miss the bad 1z.. lol yeahh but now im at ( Read more... )

lol im hyper as hell, and at the same time- im about to fall asleep.. im on the fone with dum.. i mean kyle! lol yeah my day was pretty gay for the most part.. i got off the fone at like 4am last night so i didnt wake up till 1:30 so then i was plannin on kyle comming over to muh house but then muh dad decided to be an ass hole and not go and pick ( Read more... )