I can't be with tony. I hope my love has not vanished for that mysterious boy I met at the party. he iss now held so close to my heart. Roman. but when you make-out with a guy's best friend things begin to change. every night is like a party. every day is like hell. so when you ask me how I'm doin' ah, I'm doin' pretty well.
new york was awesome. i'm back (obviously--or wait. maybe not.) my moods are fly spread off the whoa. heexy wow. nw good or shitty. since i'll be here for the rest of the summer. i have time to do as my heart desires. I hope everyone is doing well.
At this moment I am experiencing the type of numb joy that makes me scared and consequently very irritable. The quiet before the storm drives me to insanity. Any moment I will tumble into the relm of "the black dog". dun dun dun
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