I met an amazing guy. I will try to keep from hooking up with him. I could really use a friend, but granted there will be benefits. o yea. he is fine. can you stop falling in love?

Your Erotic Dice Are:


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how quiet and bland I have become ( Read more... )

I lay in my bed for over 5 hours, answering my cell phone and staring at the wall. none of the eight people I called could do something. granted most have school tommorrow. I have been beyond lonely. I'm going to explode. this must be how it feels to have no friends. i am thankful for friends.

fucking fuck fuck.

lets help each other out. I don't tell friends how I think they could improve because it always comes across wrong--the whole 8th grad bad breath thing-yea. so, please give me a sugjestion-fashion, stop doing that annoying thing ect. You can comment a-non-ny-o-moose-ly if you like. I also encourage you-all to post this on your journal. I personally ( Read more... )

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I . . . freak out when friends tell me about cutting, fights, bad feelings and whine. I was so upset by my own problems that when I had to care for others' during their outbursts I got overwhelmed. Something very bad happened ( Read more... )

I HATE squirming out of public displays of affection. Harrison at lunch today was totally akkward.wonderful weekend. I wish that some of my friends would stop complaining. I'm a hypocritte, but all the same, bad vibes are pulling me down as if I wasn't suicidal anyway. I'm getting better and all I want to do is get high. Its been months. Where ( Read more... )

what I've done this weekend b/c everyone asks and I should know ( Read more... )

what i need is an older guy to live with, an appartment far away from here and a new life where I go to an average job, work hard and live freely. i'm sick ( Read more... )