like an idiot i thought everything was fine, back to normal. liveable. how is it that you can persistantly care so much about somebody that cares so little. i should have learned my lesson the first time you said no. but i kept pushing it, seeing glimmers of hope in you. what is there to love? isnt that what u say? i do my best and it goes ( Read more... )

 i don't know y but i have for some reason been finding comfort in this stupid thing...
i just cant concentrate, everything is like spiraling, i cant think, i cant study, i cant do anything but stress
my family is broken, my heart is broken, my spirit is broken, my motivation is gone...
whats going on with me?

im so lonely, this house is so empty, who can u help not being miserable when ur stuck with your thoughts, no1 hearing them, all to urself ( Read more... )

I want to slit my wrists for everyday i dont see you...< | 3

wow my father FINALLY noticed my belly ring took a while ( Read more... )

so this is the end ( Read more... )

i never update anymore but this night is worth mentioning ( Read more... )

The only aphrodesiac I need is your voice ( Read more... )

ladies and gentlmen...
the word ponder has been oficially resurected
i know we've waited a long time for this day to come but it has finally come and horray and amen to that
i need help along with my partner in crime here
goodnight to all and to all a goodnight
now that was some shakepeare shit right thur....

ps i love throwing peaches at fans =

i just downloaded the whole little mermain soundtrack omg im so excited!

lmao make fun of me all u want i have an obsession!