so i am moving home tomorrow and i am to miss everyone here,like aunt ka and the boys,but i cant wait to see my mom its been 9mnths,yay for me.umm...i will be leaveing florida saturday the22nd of july and be home by monday night or so...yayayaor maybe even sunday night....

much love and smile

It's hard to hate someone that doesn't know they have done something wrong, because they are blinded by themselves.~i berleive this statement is completley true.....~that is all for now~muha

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i deleted myspace for the sake of being me!

i woke up this morning feeling empty ,scared ,for no reason at all,its hard for me to even type because i feel so blank,im lost.ever since i came here i have been a different person hiding who i really am,but from what?from whom?i just want to cry for no reason at all,i want to leave these kids and say fuck this place and go home i dont care if its ( Read more... )

so basically im going to put it as ive adopted two kids yay right....hahah you have no idea,i have to deal with them crying i n the morning now any one that knows me knows im not a morning person i just want to scream then rip out my hair. all he does is cry cry cry and its not a cute omg what can i do cry its the MOST ANNOYING CRY IVE EVER HEARD ( Read more... )

this day was good so far,i woke up to my best friend calling me just to see how i was..its nice ,just to have someone call to make sure your ok ,especially feling the way i do.i was happy this morning then andrew woke up he tells me i need to calm down i didnt evensay anything to the kid!hes 4 yrs old telling me to calm down he hates me and he ( Read more... )

so today is a new ,i have so much time on my hands to think and what i think is im not disrrespecting myself,im dealin with my problems and hopefully working things out im sick of running a way i can handl myself so i figure im no longer going to ask everyone what i hsould do i know what i have to do but im staying for the moment til i can get ( Read more... )

i just wish i could die ,....it almost seems as life would be and might be easier for me and everyone else ...but this is just the way i am feeling right now and guess.maybe i feel that way some other times to but i keep it hiden in my mind my body ,i guess things are just the yw ay ive always wanted them......hahah not ! im just lost and confused ( Read more... )

eya ok im angry but i have no fucking idea what to do ,im just lost so im not going to try to figure out what to do im just going to slowly deal with what ever comes my way ,cuz thats about all i have to give at this point and im not ready to give anymore yea so thats about all i have to say about that !!! end of story ~