one of two things will happen...
either he'll finally realize you're worth it,
or you'll finally realize he's not..

so true..
i miss home. 
soon enough though, soon enough.
mm i love qdoba. its fun.

 fo fo fo fo fo fo fo fo fo fo fo fo fo.  need you. cant wait to be home for a little bit atleast. <3 

Dear Jason,
  I was on the train back to school after this past weekend. My music was on and songs that played that made me think to much. A person can do a lot of thinking in a span of four and a half hours. Personally, all I thought about was you. I sat and thought about my problems and my worries and my hopes and fears of course. All of the ones ( Read more... )

interesting. crazy. horrible. awesome. dramatic. CRAZY. weekend.
yeah i said crazy twice. and yes one is in all capitals. 
all in all, i realized a lot of things this weekend that i didnt notice before.
some changes will be made. indefinitely. for good reasons.
AND most importantly, for myself and not for other people.
going home next weekend. and i can ( Read more... )

Things are on their way.
i'm sorry, but i have to distance myself if this is going to work.
well, if my calculations are correct.
its all a big calculus problem and i'm not doing so well in that class soo i could be wrong.
but, no, really. i think i know what i'm doing.
things need to be like this. 
its the only thing that makes the world spin in the ( Read more... )

 Alright?
I guess I am starting to put it all together.
What I have gathered is that everything is falling apart.
ironic?

I have tried with you.
Now, I'm the one IMing you and trying to talk to you. 
For more than FIVE minutes.
And, about something more than "hey how are you".
Which shouldn't take five minutes to get through anyway.
Is it like payback or ( Read more... )

 something has happened to me, something i never thought would. and no one seems to thinks its that bad. but i just want to die.

 vegetarian is good. i think im gonna do it even after lent ends. i feel healthier. love it. could still lose a few pounds though ( Read more... )

 Hey Strep,

Go away.

Love Always,
Cady

school's school...