Heyyyy. So I'm pretty sad lately. I've forgotten what it's like to be the happy girl. I think I'd hate myself now if I were the happy girl. But I hate myself even more because I don't remember what it's like to be the happy girl. My self esteen hasn't been this bad since I Was in the 9th grade. The year 2000. 9 years ago. Before Aaron. I've become ( Read more... )

I pretty much had forgotten I had a livejournal. It's therapeutic for those issues you want to discuss but don't really want anyone to actually read them. Mainly, of course, those issues concerning the ultimately obnoxious and confusing emotion we call Love ( Read more... )

Candy and I did get an apartment. It is wonderful. We've been here since April 1st. It's in the other end of Hagerstown. One day, I will spread my wings far away, but not yet ( Read more... )

A few nights ago I had the first dream of my life where I was getting married and my groom's face never made an appearance. Never thought that would happen. In real life, Aaron is apprently going to be moving in with his girlfriend whom he is newly in love with this summer. If I sound bitter, I'm really not. Just amazed at how life plays out. 6 ( Read more... )

Along with the hundreds of pictures we took, that can be observed on my Myspace, there were many other memories made as we rang in 2008 in style ( Read more... )

I'm going to be in Times Square when the ball drops to 2008!!!

Men complicate life.

My turn 21 in two days! I am not all that excited to be able to booze it up like a crazy sailor. It happens ( Read more... )

I am writing so much in livejournal lately. Weird ( Read more... )

Coming back even earlier. He's hitting on my best friend. He's a total jerk-off. I'd say I miss good "men", but that would be a lie. I just kind of miss Aaron. Ugggh. Lame. I keep thinking about emailing him or something. Maybe we could be friends. It's kind of retarded to throw away everything. If it's possible to be friends, I'd like to. I don't ( Read more... )