To all of you that dont know already I have moved out of my mother's place and into a place of my very own with a great roommate. Thanks to my wonderful g/f I was able to find a great place and person to room with. Im now living out in south sac. but in a great area not a bad part. I have been having a great year everything is finally going right ( Read more... )

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On Tuesday night after work I headed down to San Jose to load up my truck with all of Brittany's stuff. So that I could help her mover into her apartment down in Riverside. I got to San Jose around midnight. It took us about 30 mins to an hour to load everything. Then Brittany and I took some time to just talk for a bit. Around 1-1:30a we headed ( Read more... )

So for the past four weeks now i have spent my days off with pink_turtle143 ,my g/f, for those who don't know by now. I have really spoiled both of us by being able to see each other so much. She leaves on Sept. 1 to go back to school in So. Cal. So we won't be able to see each other for about two months. Its going to go back to her first year down there. ( Read more... )

It has only been a week and three days since I have seen pink_turtle143, but it feels like it has been a month already. For the past couple of days I have been very emotional becasue I don't have a car so that I can go down to San Jose to see her. Her parents won't let her come up here that much anymore because the say she is putting to many miles on her car, ( Read more... )

I feel like I kiss the worlds ass all the time. I'm always kissing everyone’s ass so that I have no enemies. Well, I tired of kissing everyone's ass I think its about time that I had my ass kissed for once. I'm tired of having to walk on egg shells to make everyone happy. In the long run of thngs I'm not making myself happy when I'm making ( Read more... )

It feels as if every morning I have this big rock of pressure sitting on my chest. And it comes from not being able to be with the one I love. I want so badly to be able to leave when ever I want to to go see her. She comes up here as much as her parents will allow her too. And they know that I give her gas money to come up here too. I just keep ( Read more... )

I missing my love so much its not even funny. My baby has been back up in San Jose since mid June and I have not been able to go down to see her. But she has come up here to see me about 3-4 different times now. It sucks not having a car. I hope that all changes soon. Cuz once I get a car I will be taking my trips down to San Jose like I did ( Read more... )

I arrived down in Riverside on Friday morning around 12am. As always Brittany, my one true love, had picked me up from the airport and we drove back to the dorms on the UCR campus. We decided to get a few green tress as soon as i got there we went out and smoked a couple of bowls with her two friends Michelle and Iggy. I like it a lot when I get ( Read more... )

DisorderRatingParanoid:ModerateSchizoid:LowSchizotypal:HighAntisocial:ModerateBorderline:Very HighHistrionic:ModerateNarcissistic:HighAvoidant:ModerateDependent:Very HighObsessive-Compulsive:High
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