It's New Year's Eve! It's going to be a new year. And I can't wait. This is going to be my year ( Read more... )

I feel like I've been doing a lot of growing up lately. Yes, I'm still behind on my bills even though I thought I had an extra $100 to catch up another bill. Turns out I'm going to be short for my important bill.
And yet here I am writing about my stresses on the Internet.

Life is still beautiful even though there's a world of sadness around me. ( Read more... )

I haven't posted anything lately because I think I've accomplished what I set out to do with this whole challenge.
I no longer hate myself.
Once I started living my life according to the way I want to live my life, I started accepting myself and loving my life and loving myself.
This is my life and I am who I want to be. I will always strive for ( Read more... )

Today was partially productive. Last night before I went to bed, I had a good cry about love and life and how I missed someone being there. I am very thankful that I don't have someone, though I miss sharing moments and events with someone who is apart of your life.

For today, I was uber tired and took a nap after class today. I'm pretty sure the ( Read more... )

Okie dokie.
Been a busy past few weeks and finally getting caught up on my daily challenge. I feel awesome. I am awesome.

Realized my heart is still broken when I am still, so today is going to be Creative Katie Day. Bead, dance, bake, designs, practice bass, maybe some drum beats, but overall making things.

Here are pictures from the days that I ( Read more... )

Today marks a day in which I have decided to not allow him to see any of my snap chats. And since that has become my main form of communication because I knew he would see my posts. Unless he just held down my stuff and just cleared it to be rid of me.
Wait. I don't think that's true because he sent me snaps in response to my story chats. Why would ( Read more... )

This weekend was one of the best weekends of my life!
I got to spend it with a few of my best friends. Four women out having girl time. It was perfect. Until my ex ruined it.
It was a good end to a horrible week.

And then Saturday, he told me he could get free drinks.
I asked if he could get me free drinks.
He said yes.

I don't know if he had been ( Read more... )

Sometimes I think accepting life is hard because you think about all of the amazing things you had before, even if everything wasn't perfect, it was still good.
I loved Seth with all my heart.

and now I have nothing but myself.

I have something new and that is amazing in itself. It's scary and wonderful.
I'm getting to know myself.
I'm busting ( Read more... )

It's late and I don't want to go to work tomorrow. I literally want to stay home for a long while and sleep. I did clean my room today and am very proud of that.

I'm slowly becoming less interested in him. And though you would expect me to become interested in someone else, I'm not.
There is literally no one even close to being that person in my ( Read more... )

Since today is Sunday, my family met up and had the viewing for my grandma. Though I didn't go. I didn't want to go. I didn't want to see her in the casket. I want to pretend like she's not dead and that she's just not coming home. If I don't see her, it didn't happen.

Instead of going, I stayed home and watched a LOT of New Girl. I wasn't very ( Read more... )