birthday time blues.

my mother deals with death in a very stand-offish way, and it comes off as heartless. she was very matter-of-fact when she told me my cat died, and now she's telling me that my grandmother is dying. she didn't sound upset. she even laughed at the fact that my grandmother is losing her mind. i wish she would show some sort of compassion. ( Read more... )

ever go to the coffee shop to write, read, or get work done?  ever try to be productive and someone starts talking to you?  it's my biggest pet peeve.

it's not the size that counts, it's the motion of the ocean...but it takes a long time to get to england in a row boat.

meet my myspace friend, glenn.


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i had a dream that i was listening to new found glory, and i woke up all content.  what do you think it means?

well, it's warm out today, and i totally feel like i'm in high school again.  i think i'm just nostalgic for the good ol' days.  the summer of 2002.  and dudes, i wore flip flops for the first time this year.  shitchyeah!

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this was my drunken away message last night: dudes ( Read more... )

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hell just froze over.... i got my driver's license!

who wants to go to chapel hill?

aside from sleeping in and missing my tap class this morning, my classes make me so happy. my fiction workshop professor looks just like john miles, and he talks like him, too. my poetry workshop will keep me humble since i can't write poetry. my old english professor asked me to collaborate with him to write a book. ham on rye is one of the ( Read more... )

lj, this is gus.  gus, this is lj.


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