and the cookie that is life continues to crumble...honestly this is just sad. hopefully this summer will be better...i graduate in 9 days...yay...

uhh...life is a mess right now. im at that place where i have carefully constructed life so that everything seems perfect. then, one thing crumbles & it's all going downhill. i just wish that i could go back to like the beginning of last summer & just stay there. i was so happy. & now it just sucks & i cant do anything about it which sucks ( Read more... )

this is me. this is john. we arent together. im still in school. tired of it. i work a lot. that is my life summary as of now.

Carey --

[adjective]:

Like in nature to a banana peel

'How will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.comthat's funny...like a banana peel? easy to get off...? that's interesting...sheesh ( Read more... )

im getting a guinea pig. named caractacus. yay.

well, i have decided that people arent worth the energy spent & i should find a nice rock to make friends with. that way, i dont have to worry about losing another friend like i have before. ive decided that i suck at friendships/relationships. i think im too wrapped up in myself & that when i realize such a problem, it's too late & they are ( Read more... )

Tippy died:( im so sad:(

...id realize that unless it comes from the source itself, it's a rumor. that if one of my coworkers says to me, hey carey did you hear abut so&so...? it's not a fact but rather, a rumor made because people really have nothing else to do with their lives. if you have no idea what im talking about, let me just give you the rundown of my summer & ( Read more... )

wow has it been a while! im so tired right now. just like from work, work, work, & more work. daves on vacation so i picked up most of his shifts plus my own. well, in addition to working at the farm, that's a lot for me. im actually looking forward to not working tomorrow. i was thinking about if my friend didt come through, that i might go ( Read more... )

i have had so many friends graduate this year. it's so sad to think that some of the people that i knew as "malone staples" will not be there anymore. yet i still am. i feel that in a way, i too graduated. with the moving & all i feel as though i began the next stage of my life. im moving on but unfortantely, im still in school. it's so weird ( Read more... )