im back at school...first day of classes was today. it was a good day, i like most of my classes so far & most of my profs. my computer hates me & so i have to take it to IT tomorrow. *sigh* when will it be over? will it be neverending...will i, at the beginning of every year, need to take my computer to IT? grrr, oh well...hopefully they can ( Read more... )

well, despite last entry where i said i didnt kiss random guys, i guess i lied. i feel sooo awful now. i kissed him. uh huh, i kissed trey. actually, he kissed me but i responded. not just once either...several times, not long but several times. i feel soooooo bad now. i wish i could go back and undo it. i knew he liked me but i couldve ( Read more... )

ok, when i was younger, like 12-16, i wondered if a guy would ever love me or even like me. now, i cant get them to stop. until (we're gunna pretend jason never happened) the day before my 18th birthday, i had never kissed a guy. i hadnt even held hands with a guy until the day before thanksgiving 2003. but now, not even a year later, i have ( Read more... )

ok so glen & i had a huge arguement last night...lotsa stuff was said, bad stuff. he thinks were still friends tho even tho i dont think so. i realized that im thru with him every time we talk it just becomes an arguement & i leave feeling more upset than ever. im over him, really truly, there arent any feelings left except im a little scared of ( Read more... )

its been a while since i updated. so much drama has taken place. im on a really bad emotional roller coaster right now & im not sure what to do about it. its like, some days everything is fine & other days, everything has gone to pot. i dont even know where to start explaining. i guess i should start with my week & whatnot, huh? well...since ( Read more... )

so i got home from work at like 1230...was on here a little before 1...have been on ever since & have been talking off & on to sean. wow, i need help. im falling deeper into the gap than i had planned;) no matter, i can deal...hes awesome & i like him but im not ready to call it something serious...& neither is he so its all good. i think its ( Read more... )

dude, i just realized those three words put together like that...makes me sound like im pregnant. which we all know is NOT true despite what the nurse might think. neway, those words were meant for what happened tonite. between sean & i. he likes me, i like him, we went to the beach today after work, ended up kissing a lot (btw, i think im ( Read more... )

blah, gotta be up at 5am...work from 7-4...but its all good:) means money ( Read more... )

wow...this is weird. i never thought id be giving a guy i liked advice about another girl...calmly & without completely telling him shes not worthy of him at all. hes upset bc she like accuses him of not being around & then she goes missing & hes tired of it. hes really pissed off & im just like look, shes playing a game. if u stop playing it ( Read more... )