Alright... well the girl i fell in love with now has admitted she has the same feelings as i do... WTF? women are sooo confusing. now that ive said that, heres the kicker. Shes afraid of being in a relationship because she doesnt want to get hurt down the line... UGH!! i take 1 step forward in having her admit that she likes me and she takes me 2 ( Read more... )

So... where to begin. i fell in love with someone, tried moving on, that didnt work out as well as i had hoped. finally found someone i saw had everything i was looking for. we of course ended up "just friend." and i just couldnt deal with that again. so i did what i thought had to be done in order for me to move on and get past. i pushed her away ( Read more... )

i could really use a friend right now, and i cast away my best friend. basically anyone whos willing to listen to be bitch and moan and someone who really gives a shit.

we'll see :/

i love LJ at the moment.

and why the fuck do i have to be the fucking nice guy or the fucking cool guy everyone likes. i was the asshole in high school and that didnt work out now did it. this isnt working out either.

SOMEONE JUST FUCKING LOVE ME FOR A CHANGE! JUST AS MUCH AS I LOVE YOU!

FUCK!!!!! ok so that didnt work out. JUST LIKE IT DOES ALLLL THE FUCKING TIME ( Read more... )

fuck it i asked a question and shes freaking out right now lol! i mean its just a question. a simple yes or no would have been fine but im looking forward to a lot of awkward moments with her if things go the way there going lol ( Read more... )

if i could i would have turned the clock back and not have come on soo strong ( Read more... )

i want to know how my friends think of me. i need the truth people no fucking liars!!

i hate liars.

i dont care if its harsh or what not just want to know. it would explain a lot of things to me.
about how i act, whatever. just need the truth.

Fuck, i need someone or something else to occupy my time with. Mainly SOMEONE (hint, HINT ( Read more... )

Someone once said "The world revolves around money ( Read more... )