I'm pretty sure Ive lost someone close to me. thought Ive only known her for a month or so, i feel like shes the one person i don't wanna lose ( Read more... )

i try not being myself, i try being myself, i try nothing at all. i so disappointed with myself. i feel as if i have no purpose in life. the body which incarcerates my true self is a waste of human existence. part of me is trying to stop myself from being this way, and the other is fighting to keep me like this. i really tried this past week to not ( Read more... )

it seems that this is the only place i can feel comfortable expressing my feelings.... only because i know no one will ever read this, and if you do then i would like for you to keep it to yourselves. im barely finishing my second semester of my sophomore and it seems like i havent amounted to shit. im in the same place i was back when i was in ( Read more... )

its been 3 years 7 months 2 days and 15 hours since the last time i logged on this thing ( Read more... )

I hate that i have to put on a show for everyone ( Read more... )

WOW!, its been a very long time since i've used this thing, and theres not much to say. HAHA. well i have a myspace, if you didnt know by now. My myspace is ROOK. Well talk later.

Wow, last nights concert kicked so much ass. I got to see The Prom Kings, No Address, CROSSFADE!, and SEETHER, i also got all of there autographs. By the time Crossfade came up on stage, I had already made my way through the crowd and I was dead center of the stage. The Crossfade came on, we all started a huge mosh pit, and my friend Joey lost his ( Read more... )

How is it that people get through the day without doing anything and not complain about it? I dont wanna complain, its old and boring, so i'll just right about something thats not real. here it goes, today when i woke up i found this random box sitting on top of the table. no one was around, just me and the box in my room. i started walking to the ( Read more... )

Haven't updated in a long ass time. Where in ther hell has this year gone? Seems like yesterday i was looking for my english class and now im trying to get out of it. So far this year has been an eye opener, some of it good some bad and some that doesnt make sense at all. i would say that a lot of it was bad, with the whole district shit i had to ( Read more... )

why is it that when you have something important to say no one listens to you? like your just this tumbleweed in the wind rolling through the dessert with no one in sight. There is too many questions to be asked and answered. I can't update anymore b/c there is nothing to talk about. What happens all day? nothing happens. Theres nothing to look ( Read more... )