So I'm almost done with school. I'm finishing up my fourth semester and it feels pretty good. The last two semesters I haven't done that great and slacked off a lot. This semesters I've tried to be on top of things and I've had my lazy moments like today haha, but for the most part I think I've done pretty good ( Read more... )

So I think I'm going to start writing in my livejournal again because I need an outlet for all of my stress and bullshit. I'm sure no one reads these anymore and I'm surprised that I remembered my username, but I need to back into writing. I came to this conclusion after doing my Marriage and Family journal project. We had to answer questions ( Read more... )

I need to get my shit together. I'm doing this for me, my family, my friends, and the bf; but it mostly has to be for me. I've been told repeatedly over the last few months by the bf that I need a job, which is true bc I'm sick of crying over the same bullshit and being told that I feel like an obligation. I don't want to be a burden anymore or as ( Read more... )

It's already been a year since you left us and it still feels surreal I miss your face every day and I miss all your stories you used to tell us by the fire pit ( Read more... )

So another update since it's been a good couple months ( Read more... )

Soooo I'm going back to school in the spring. I'm nervous, but it's a long time coming. I'm excited as well ( Read more... )

Sorry for neglecting you lj I've been living it up in Twitterland and I've forgotten to update so here we go ( Read more... )

Tonight was exactly what I needed. Nothing was awkward and I didn't feel anything. I had missed him, but now that I know things are chill it puts my "nerves" to rest and it just re-affirms how much I care about Matty. Even though I couldn't have started things up again I just needed to see him to have some closure and put myself at ease ( Read more... )

I feel like my life is stuck. Stale in a way. I have my wonderful family, besties, and Matty, idk I'm not satisfied ( Read more... )

Got laid off and it sucks, but there's other jobs out there. I've got to be optimistic ( Read more... )