murky waters

[bandgeek4evr]

I feel broken and I'm sorry. I'm sorry how my weird moods affect you even if you don't realize it. I love you with all my heart and I know I'm a handful, but I just want you to be happy. I hope that I make you happy because even though I get in my weird moods you do and I don't want you to think it's you because it's my messed up head. Yes, there's

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[bandgeek4evr]

Thank you darling :]

He does know that I care and I know he does as well it's just the depression getting to me so I'm second guessing myself on everything and I'm over analyzing ever comment, look, or text. Which is so girly of me and I'm probably stressing more than I need too, but I've had my heart broken during this same situation :/ I just have a feeling that this time it will be different, but I still worry.

Are you lady?

[bandgeek4evr]

that's good. yeah we went to san diego with his fam and it def helped. i was just thinking too much as usual and once we spent some time away from az it cleared my head. part of it was that he didn't remember our five month which isn't the biggest anniversary, but to him it was a big deal and he felt bad for forgetting. so after i heard that the second guessing went away.

[afo_9]

You think way too much erica, you need a hobby... or five.

Either way I hope everything turns out bomb.com.

[bandgeek4evr]

i know i def have too much time on my hands. going to san diego helped. i need a full time job ha

how are you?