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Can I just take a minute to slap my younger self?
Seriously, though. Perspective is crap when you're in your teens and early twenties and reading my previous blogs has me gagging. If I manage to update this frequently after this, it will simply be because I'm ashamed to have those previous entries represent me. 🙄🙄
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Nearly 10 years on this Journal!
I've had this online journal for nearly 10 years now! Reading some of my very first entries makes me cringe at time, but I'm glad that I now have some sort of mini window to the past. Life has obviously changed more than what I had expected, but not necessarily for the worst. Yes, I've had my fair share of embarrassing, heartbreaking, stupid and ( Read more... ) -
It's 2am.
It's 2am and I can't seem to get myself to sleep. I'm stressed, anxious and too exhausted to even try sleeping. I've spent the vast majority of my night listening to music and zoning in and out of weird napping phases. I cried for a good couple of hours simply because I felt like that was all I could do. I spend most days holding in things that I ( Read more... ) -
Fashionably Late
I don't really remember the last time I made an entry on this site, but I am fairly certain it was a while back ago and probably inspired by some drama filled event that generally pops up every now and again. I have a tendency to fall off the face of the earth after that happens. I guess I kind of lost the reason why I began Journaling in the first ( Read more... ) -
A silly sort of sickness.
I have been vomiting on and off for the past month or so. My stomach refuses to settle and my heart refuses to calm. Everything is slowly falling apart again and I have less control than ever. I am scared and I can't let anyone know. I guess I should have seen all of this coming. Win the battle and lose the war, right? I haven't had contact with ( Read more... ) -
I love having exes as friends.
It's always nice to have a dozen awkward moments and all of your personal and once private information given to everyone out of sheer jealousy. I love sharing friends with exes too! I love how my friends are completely aware of every relationship as well as my sex life. It makes me feel oh so warm inside ( Read more... ) -
I need to stay consistent with this.
I really don't remember when I last updated this thing but I am pretty sure that it has been a while. I just spent the past week with my brothers and it was amazing! I haven't laughed that hard in a long time. I am not happy with how their home life is going, but there isn't much I can do right now ( Read more... ) -
Cheese and Rice!
I am hurting so bad right now. I am in so much pain that I am actually making myself nauseous. Apparently the ovarian cist are coming back.
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I'm so happy for you
"I'm so happy for you I could cry ( Read more... ) -
I am angry at the world today.
I haven't been this insanely aggravated in an eternity. I love how life looks me square in the eye and then backhands me unsuspectedly. I suppose that I should be used to crap like this, but I like to give my luck the benefit of the doubt. I am so angry right now. I don't want to talk to anyone (except LINZ and my brother) and I don't want anyone ( Read more... )