i have found home in:
the cubby room, good friends, favorite songs on repeat, your basement, sleepless nights, laughing until it hurts, the lake we were obsessed with when we were little, underneath the covers, hopeful promises.
where have you found home?

http://kevan.org/johari?name=feelxxinfinitive

thanks.

if things werent as confusing, we would sit in my basement and watch pokemon, we'd go to playgrounds, we'd play in the snow, we'd stay up too late, you'd worry, you'd love me. i wouldnt have to tell a stranger what goes on in my confusing, unbalanced head every friday. all she can do is watch me cry, too. im sick of being the one thats always ( Read more... )

i can't eat, or sleep, or concentrate on anything. i tell you how much i love you a million times so that maybe you'll come to the realization that you love me too. except it doesn't work like that, and i know it. i know im just wasting my time when i make you tapes, and im just wasting money when all i do is text you all day. i over-analyze ( Read more... )

Epistemophobia ( Read more... )

what's your biggest mistake?

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i want to be pretty.

I wish you didn't have to make your love with your new girlfriend like a public service announcement. Admittedly, I shouldn't jealous, but I am. I hope you break her heart like you broke mine, and I hope she has to read about how in love with some other girl you are every single day. I hope you flirt with girls right in front of her face and avoid ( Read more... )

i am not so good at change, or waking up everyday at 6 am to go see girl's faces who are a million times prettier than mine. i am not so good at accepting the fact that i am hopeless and have no chance, or that i will always continue to get exactly what i deserve. i am not so good at staying calm and not blowing things out of proportion. i'm ( Read more... )

things i have learned recently ( Read more... )