maybe not everything has to be meaningful.

we are cute like a 90s sitcom. i want to be with you. i want to i want to i want to! im talking to you right now. we are making plans.

you make me smile

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pretty sure this is the first time i've ever hated someone. you know exactly where my weak spots are, and you kick them until they bleed.

this is ridiculous.
i should be happy.

im sorry it took me so long to get over myself.
i forgive you.

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it took me this long to realize that you're not a phase. it took me to have to watch you playing with her hair to ingrain it in my head that i can never, ever have you, and that i cant make you happy and you cant make me happy. you cant even look at my face, you're so afraid of breaking my heart again. if that's what you have to do to stay in my ( Read more... )

this is not a game. you cant make bets on people's emotions, risking losing it all, and then expect for a new hand of cards and for things to be fine. i am a loose thread that hangs on forever, and i always manage to avoid the scissors. i cant let go. i will always be here, breathing in my pathetic attempts, living in this nauseating repetition. ( Read more... )

no one has ever broken my heart this much.