You blink and the world changes ( Read more... )

what am i supposed to do.

everything is perfect.
and those i was jealous of are now jealous of me. theyre jealous that what i have is real and im not just hanging onto inside jokes from seven months ago in an attempt to keep a friendship together.
i feel like high fiving everyone and eating popsicles.

not to sound like a character from avatar high, but my life kind of rocks as of this second. i love my friends. i love belonging, feeling wanted. its nice. someday i will get over my shyness and we will have a billion great conversations because i really like you and i want to get to know you more ( Read more... )

i've had a good summer- went to austria, stayed up, slept in, took walks, laughed hard, cried hard, swung on swings, sat in parking lots and side walks. i wish i hadn't wasted so much of it worrying about you, but i guess its worth it if it gets us back on track. not that i want to be your friend, i just want you to not hate me. i need to move on ( Read more... )

Dear people who are incapable of apologizing,
Suck up your pride for two seconds of your life. You are probably more blame-worthy than those actually apologizing.
Much love,
Caroline

Stasis on rusty swingsets ( Read more... )

i need new music.
suggest a few of your favorite songs/bands?

"i dont care that you're awkward. im awkward too."

i am in love with an asshole.

...an asshole is in love with me too.