there's nothing i can do anymore to get you to believe me.
you'll never believe me. you'll never really care. and you lied.
i wish i could be all bitter and angry.
but i can't..i dunno why. 
im angry.
of course.
but even more so, i'm hurt.
and once again, i find myself thinking...now what?
and as always, i don't know the answer.
one day, you really will be ( Read more... )

finals are over! 
at least for me.
just physics&english tomorrow.
fun fun.
im happy.
theend.

laura

yeah...winter break has been somewhat eventful-ish?
maybe.
lets seeeee....friday went to downtown disney...
saturday socialized with mom's friends.
sunday went to cousins' house.
monday was christmas yay.
yesterdayy...parents were gone, coleen came over...
we made bacon and french toast and eggs at 10 at night, played life, watched the notebook and high ( Read more... )

You're such a pain in the ass.
I hope you know that.
Maybe if you didn't think so damn much..

-laura

i got my DS.. hehe

-coleen

i'm slightly really afraid.
i feel like i'm trying to brace myself...
because i have no idea what you're going to fling at me this time..

laura

i hate the phrase "im not sure how to put this into words..." or "im not sure how to say this..."

I hate not having control.
I hate crying.
I hate physics.

I really wish life would slow down right now. I feel like this year is speeding by and all too soon it will be over. I feel so confused and emotional and afraid.

coleen

I feel incredibly sick.
I can't tell if its from candy..or ..other things.

I don't know if I'm doing what's right.
I don't know what the hell I'm doing.
It's gotta be like this right?
It's gotta end?
It shouldn't have started in the first place.

I feel like shit.