I recently went up to Washington to do my harp audition and finally see PLU in person.  My trip was a huge success and they love me and want me there next year. I also fell in love with that school and Washington and I think its the perfect school for me.  The thing I didn't expect to happen was for me to panic/freak out.  Basically: Washington is ( Read more... )

I just thought id let you know that i am, in fact, going to college.  And its my first choice too!  How fantastic.

Love,
Coleen

Coleen is really fat.  Kindof like a hippo or a panda.. a sad panda.  Im really hungry..

the end.

Love, COLEEN(<-cuz im hugenormous)

oh lonely journal, nobody loves you.

I'm tired of feeling so many emotions.  I'm really scared.. or at least terrified of all the things that are going on right now or that are going to happen in the near future.  For the past several months ive been angsting about colin going to college and im pretty sure ive never cried so much in my life.  Change is really hard when it means you ( Read more... )

Piece of shit

Last night I had a dream that i was driving home from something, and I really wanted some pancakes.  So I go to some little pancake place and i order some pancakes and Badal is like.. working there or something.  Then i walk outside and wait what seems like forever for my pancakes to get  done. Finally I go back inside and ask for my pancakes and ( Read more... )

i hate lifeguard training more than anything in the world.

laura

in these past two days i think i have cried harder than i have in my life.
and i'm not even sure why.

i think the summer hates me.

laura

I used to think that growing up was this great idealistic adventure and that it would all make sense and be good and easy and exciting.  I'm quickly learning that life is never what you expect it to be, and some of the things I've looked forward to my whole life, I suddednly dread.  I always expected that graduation would be difficult for me, but ( Read more... )