Someone called me beautiful today. It was completely unprovoked, which makes me think it was completely sincere.

It was the nicest thing anyone has ever said to me. Thinking about it makes me cry.

I just wanted to document this.

So, today I did challenge day, and let me tell you that it was absolutely one of the most amazing things I have done in my entire life. I laughed, and cried, and cried because I was sad, and I cried because I was happy, and I laughed and cried at the same time. Like I didn't think it would CHANGE me really, but it has so much. I honestly feel like ( Read more... )

Angela Chase is God, or if she isn't, she should be. Case and point ( Read more... )

So, this year has sucked for me. I've been depressed and angry all year long. I cry everyday. There is a long list of things that have made this year suck. But there is a list (A very very very short list) of things that have made me happy.The things things on that list are my grades, my friends, and finally the varsity boys soccer team. Yes I know ( Read more... )

So I was reading this story today and this sociology teacher gave his kids a questionnaire called "Hard Questions" And I like these questions, so I am going to answer them

1. Are you Honest?
Not always, but that can get you in a lot of trouble.
2. With yourself?
I'm honest with myself to the point that I am never happy.3. Have you ever Hurt ( Read more... )

I havent written in this since a fairly vague entry about a month and a half ago. I need to give you guys the low down of my year. Torie was saying that she has no clue what's going on with me this year, and I want to write about how my entire year has been up until now.

Boys: Boys have fucking sucked. This summer Alex Cragan and I started ( Read more... )

I don't know how to do this anymore. I don't know how I can do this. I'm just so angry and sad and upset. I just want to be happy. I don't want to be hurt anymore. I really really don't want to be hurt anymore. I just want to be able to smile and mean it. I want to be genuinely happy again. I miss it so much. I wish I could not cry everyday. I wish ( Read more... )

Shit, I haven't done this in forever. Anyway, here it goes ( Read more... )

I DON'T LOVE IT AS MUCH AS I SAY I DO.

I WISH I COULD GO BACK TWO DAYS AND ERASE ALL OF THIS.

WHY AM I THIS FUCKED UP?!

So, I think what I need to say can best be said by a lyric from the mega hit, "Cupid's Chokehold" by Gym Class Heros ( Read more... )