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After reading that short manga I was so angry I could puke. holy balls, I haven't been that disgusted or angry in a very long time. Every bad emotion I ever felt about love and relationships just came bubbling up to the surface so fast it hit me like a train wreck. I'm shaking from just remembering how betrayed and angry I felt before and now I can ( Read more... )

::If I wanted so much to be with the wrong person I can't wait to see how beautiful it will be with the right person ( Read more... )

per my usual, I only realize how effing wonderful lj is for bleeding out my frustration and emotions AFTER I've exhaused myself on stupid worrying and crapshit ( Read more... )

You think you're the only one hurting ( Read more... )

I'm feeling replaced.
Like a faded picture where you can't see my face.

Remember when I was the most important to you?
And now I'm just a ghost.

I see it in your eyes.
Part of you just wants me back.
All me just wants you back.

Okay, so admitting you have a problem isn't exactly the hard part. I think its the 'figuring out what you're gonna do next' fact that really kills you. There are always options but I can never decide which of the two evils are better. On one hand: I could just suck it up, stop eating, go gym and kill myself with an eating disorder that has come ( Read more... )