i wish he knew how much i love him and dislike her to figure out that he shouldn't be friens with her. we are not broken up yet and i hope we dont but if he does it this time then we are. and then i would cry and move to indy. because i couldn't take it we have so many memories together that it would hurt so much to see it all.

well i thought all the drama was left behind when he new he could lose me forever but i was wrong. i called him last night to find out if we was going to the show. he was to call shawna to find out when the band was playing and to see if we could make the time. well he sounded sleepy and it rang like 3 times he answered and i asked him if he called ( Read more... )

well we go back out :). i'm so happy i really do love him like no one else. i feel really crappy today. but when i saw scott today when he picked me up i knew that he was the one i want to spend my life with. well i'll let you all go. bye.

so i broke up with scott tonight b/c of shawna. i told him that i love him and i still do i'm trying with everything in me not to call him back to tell him i love him and i want to be with him. i told him if he came up with a good apology for lying to me for her and some how make it up i hope he does i want him back so bad. maybe if we split right ( Read more... )

well it'd my dad's b-day today i'm happy for that i got him a girt card to a book store. i don't really know what i want anymore. i thought it was with scott but me and him are really close to the i love you but i can't be with you. he's makes me made with shawna they seem to be boyfriend/girlfriend but with out the physical part of the ( Read more... )

well i'm at my first day of school again. it's ok but not to wild a bit on the boring side i guess. well me and scott is ok. we are watching a movie tomorrow thats cool. i get bord really easy i need to work on that. my grandpa is ok that really good news. everyone seems to be happy in my life, i think i am too but not sure on that. well later's

well it's mine and scott one year today, i'm very happy. i had to work today :(. i still need more money for college, but i'm working on that. well g2g get ready for scott i don't know what hes doing for our anniversary.

hey what's up not much here just sitting around. mine and scott's one year is soon on july 2 :). well i have been working at penn station for while. i'm going back to college next fall. not to much has happened but it's ok. well see you all later.

the definition of love ( Read more... )

Hey whats up, not much here i'm in school. me and scott celebrated our 9th anniversary. it was a bit rocky but a good one. i'm going to scott's prom saturday. i had a fun time today, the past weekend was great. I got into trouble for something that i did not even do for a change. well you know how that goes. well i'm getting of and going to my ( Read more... )