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good mourning
sometimes when kevin is sleeping over and im having nightshift insomnia (aka now) i think about all the times i wasnt comfortable enough with the situation to fall asleep next to a lover. the amount of time and life i wasted on boys with baggage, still caught up with an ex or some fantasy girl who wasnt me. the time i was able to put it into words ( Read more... ) -
i am blue and unwell
the setting: hospital parking garage 20 minutes before shift starts ( Read more... ) -
speculum
on monday i went for my annual gyno appointment. my gyno is a NP/midwife. she gave me a long lecture about why i shouldnt go back to school (esp if i dont want to in the first place!) partially while she left the speculum hangin out in there. the latter part was weird but i feel a lot better now. she said its not worth the decrease in quality of ( Read more... ) -
ignorance
after 11 months of dad avoiding the subject of my lovelife, i got a little suspicious and decided to confront him about it ( Read more... ) -
zen
stuff ive done lately thats made me feel zen as shit ( Read more... ) -
sleeping//death
what do you call it when ( Read more... ) -
its 3 am and i want to go to bed
i can only sleep when youre here but i cant sleep when youre here
the night shift has been taking an especially heavy toll on me lately
checklist:
-clinical ladder
-shadowing
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heart jizz
sometimes i have doubts. like i think i would be better off as a single person because that is what i am used to being and i genuinely enjoy being independent. but then i remember what its all about. i dont think i could love anyone more than i love him.
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