Fuckin A...why am i so hung up on this? It's not like it's that much of a surprise...maybe my standards for people are too high

I don't know why I keep coming back to this business. Throwing my deep dark secrets into the cybernetic abyss...but yeah. I'm moving back in with mom this summer. She needs help with the boys and I need someone to ride my ass and study. Which means we talked a lot. About everything that happened. She cried I cried. She said she was sorry and I ( Read more... )

what the fuck ( Read more... )

So...i wanna put some convos up here.
and some references.
and id like to put up here what mom claims mat told her about just WHY he cheated on me with danie.
but i know that im pissed off right now...and im drunk...and im trying to get the fuck on with my life.
so i wont.
because the only reason i would put them on here is in the hope that danie ( Read more... )

Will I use this as a journal journal? I don't know yet. Livejournal...was the bridge to a lot of drama last year. So I won't be adding many personal friends. I have a journal on Xanga which I do express my more impolite emotions. But the communities on Xanga aren't as good as those here. So I guess if you happen to know me IRL then message me if ( Read more... )