So last night before raid I couldn't sleep and that wasn't really anything new, although I would of loved to sleep, but my whole right side decided that its got Firbromyalgia and decided to ignore the meds in my blood. So pain... much pain. Then raid was pretty painful, but I downed 4 panamax and that took the edge off. Night of wiping after we ( Read more... )

Well its been ages since I wrote anything..... I guess when things aren't really annoying me I don't need to write so much.... haha, yeah I just come here to rant and bitch.

I have started to draw again! YAY GO ME. I have actually improved my ponies, since that is all I draw. I started out by drawing a fan arts of someone else and have now created a ( Read more... )

Couple things have happened since I posted last. First I had a talk to Scott, and I have decided that I beleive him this time, he freaked out and then didn't know what the hell to do and fell into a trap or going back to those sites. I am PISSED that he thinks that he can't tell me this shit, but I think we have cleared it up so that if it happened ( Read more... )

Found out Scotts been going to gaining/feeding sites again. I was using his pc the other day because I can't remember the netflix account sign-in and hes always signed in, so its not like I was over there on his pc snooping, but I figured since I was there anyway, and he'd finally convinced me to take off the netblocker I would have a look at his ( Read more... )

HATE MEN SO MUCH RIGHT NOW

or maybe just the THICK one I'm married to

I mean really.....

after a MONTH with no sex.....

what is the one thing I want??

what is the one thing he doesn't give me??

DAMMIT

hate stupid ass men

First off, stabbing yourself up to 3 times a day SUCKS ASS, although I think it will hurt less and less the more I have to do it. I actually manage to get myself to press the trigger easier than I thought and I guess its better than needing to give myself a needle, although at the same time it seems pretty pointless.... I can't DO anything about ( Read more... )

Oh the joy of doctors..... went back today and he finally proscribed me a finger pricker, probably because he couldn't get a rep to leave one for me. Of course it seems just a little pointless because although he wants me to do it like 3 times a day, I don't really know what the numbers mean, I just know they should get lower, under 100 is the goal ( Read more... )

First off, new ADORABLE My Little Pony icons from [info]laenavesse . All from the new My Little Pony: Friendship is magic tv series. It's really grown on me and I wish I could get a pegasus Rainbow Dash.... she is probably my favourite ;)

Cataclysm is released TONIGHT at Midnight - WOOOOOOT! I am too excited and can't wait to level.
Last night, we ( Read more... )

So thing's aren't exactely being great. Went back to the doctors and it seems that maybe the SimCor IS fucking my liver over.... I guess thats okay since the crap makes me hot all the time..... although the alternative costs waaaay more, so not very happy Jan. I don't want to refill my script if I'm going off it, so I'm not sure what I will do, I ( Read more... )

I just want to sleep and cyr and sleep and cry and sleep some more. I think that 2 weeks of being on the edge trying to be 'good' was just too much. Now I'm crashing after trying so hard and not having a battle has made it all the worse. I was ready for a fight, but then the in laws were too easy, they didn't make it hard, they didn't piss me off ( Read more... )