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Uuuuh
Feeling just a little..... strange today. I wouldn't say I'm depressed but I guess my mood is the lowest its been since I started on the savella.... dun know, I guess I will just do normal things or lots of WoW and see what happens.
I am glad that Scott's parents go home tomorrow, strangely enough they have not gotten on my nerves by being annoying ( Read more... ) -
This is a test....
I think I am about to be tested as to just how good this therapy is doing me. Not only is it only a couple days till the parent-in-laws come, I have also been put on a bunch of meds because my blood sugar is bad and my cholestorol is a problem and I already on meds for the Fibromyalgia.
I must admit, I have not been badly depressed feeling for a ( Read more... ) -
Give me a break
Stupid ass body, why NOW?? Since Jan nothing, but now after a week of annoying I finally got my period, I guess the only good thing is it doesn't seem as bad as normal, but its also showing no sign of slowing down, If it lasts 2 weeks, I might have to kill myself. Of course it would start just in time for me to have a doctors appointment and I ( Read more... ) -
Strange-ness
Lately, I had been feeling really discontent, especially with my marriage, I know, wtf? But I had been obsessing over all the things that are not perfect, and that is stupid, because nothing in life is perfect. Sure I don't get all the sex I want, and sometimes I think Scott is an insensitive jerk to my feelings, but you know what? Sometimes I'm ( Read more... ) -
Yeah thats just great...
OK, so after suffering a horrible mood all weekend because 1. My guild is dying and I can't stop it 2.MY GUILD IS DYING 3. I had a stupid argument with a guildie/friend 4. My parents FORGOT to call me AGAIN and then 5. I swapped toons to help out on Wow only to be told when I logged in that I wasn't needed anymore. The last one was minor, but ( Read more... ) -
... worry..... because I always do
So Scotts all just been proud cuz we have $3000 in our Australian bank account.... WTF?? Why so little?? How friggen long have we been here?????? He's all "We will have enough money to buy a car, don't worry" but $3000? I can't help but worry. I don't think he has realised that I am not willing to go back to the way it was before we came here with ( Read more... ) -
can't help it
Starting to get excited about this cruise. At first I was pretty much miffed at the whole idea, but its getting closer and I can't wait.
That said, I am loving that I am getting more new clothes today, shopping in catalouges is weird, but its exciting to get mail... and I have only gotten one thing that didn't fit. Although I am pissed off at ( Read more... ) -
life is.....
First off, I was kinda shocked last night that Amanda thought I liked being over here. I don't know where she got the idea that I LIKED living in America, when I don't, I just want to go home so bad. The holiday parts are good, I wish this was a holiday, not living here with no real end in sight because we all know the contract is not gonna be ( Read more... ) -
Oh yeah..... GOOD JOB......
So remember how I said I had made the e-mails to do something about my depression? I mean FINALLY after years and years of not being able to do anything because of my fear that doctors would think I was nuts?? Yeah.... that......
Well I e-mailled this place, she mailed, we rang and made an appointment, after a rather detailed explination from me ( Read more... )