Today was a lot like yesterday. Not exactly a great thing, but it wasn't that bad either, I just wasted a lot of time like usual. I woke up around 9 this morning, and decided that I didn't feel like getting up and going straight to work, so I reached over and turned on the CD player. I listened to the whole Jurassic Park Score from John Williams, ( Read more... )

Today took forever, and now I'm tired and beat. It started last night at the "Team Meeting" for Vector. I ended up going to "Team Night Out" with some of the guys that are kinda cool. We went to Coaches on Park Road and I was out until midnight eating onion rings and drinking free water. When I paid with my check card the waitress told me that she ( Read more... )

Today was really long and my back still hurts. I woke up this morning at 8 a.m. and picked my banjo first thing. I discovered quite a strange discovery, if I go up the neck, and hold an F chord, and do a backwards roll, I am playing Cold Play's "The Scientist" and it sounds almost like a piano. That was pretty cool, then I started picking my ( Read more... )

Today I woke up with the same soreness I had yesterday, fun. I awoke at 8 a.m. and by 8:10 a.m. I was busy picking my old banjo. It wasn't a very good practice, I don't think I was quite awake yet, and a lot of what I played didn't sound too good. But I figure everybody has off days so I kept on picking. After I finished with that I went ahead and ( Read more... )

Today I woke up and I was sore. My underarms were in serious burnific pain. It's from the weekend, going to Inner Peaks with the youth group, and then chillin with David and his girl Missy at Applebees. It was fun, yet sad at the same time. Seeing David and Missy makes me sad, because I am doomed to be a loner. Back to today, I woke up and I was ( Read more... )

I can't do anything right. I just can't do it. Why the hell does everything end in stress, pain, or trouble. I'm sick of all this shit. I can't make phone calls without people hanging up on me because they think i'm a prank caller. I can't talk to people face to face, because there always surrounded, and I can't say their name. I live with the ( Read more... )

They made a mistake. I told them they made a mistake. But they insisted I was right for the job. Now i'm the biggest disappointment they've had, with an 80% sales ratio and no appointments, and the inability to get the appointments I need, because I can't do it. I have plenty of people I could call, but I can't do it. I can't do it because I'm ( Read more... )

Guess what. Josh screwed up again.

i hate people, and people hate me.

Today I woke up and had a normal day. Played my banjo, took a shower, washed my clothes. Everything that I usually do, then I went to school. I had a lab in my only class at 12:30 and did pretty good on it. After the lab I went to the office to turn in all my order forms from the past week. My buddy Mike who is also in my math class walked in a ( Read more... )