i just found out who i'm rooming with at byu-idaho. i'm excited and very scared. the more i think about i dont want to go somewhere so far away for a whole semester, or longer! i am going to miss it here a lot...

shaylee. andrea. carrie. haley. lindsey.

mom's birthday is on friday. happy early brithday to mom. thank you for being so wonderful. i love you ( Read more... )

HE LOVES ME SO MUCH! I WANT TO WORLD TO KNOW! HE LOVES ME WITH ALL HIS HEART!

- oh, i believe you but my tommy gun don't --Deja Entendu, Brand New

cici's is out of the picture. i gave him a 3 week notice. i said i'll be there until the end of the month then im gone ( Read more... )

i almost started crying today... you know why? but i didnt know i had to work and my manager called me asking where i was AND because my other manager called me about a problem they were having with a child in my class. no one was yelling at me, but at the same time i felt like everyone was ( Read more... )

i hope...
i pray...
i dream...

...and i wait for that phone call.

will it come? do you care enough about me?
only time will tell... talk to me time. what's your secret?....

so much has happened this past week... i dont have many people to turn to, but its not a bad thing. i thought of it as bad thing so many times. but in the end id rather have a few very close friends than many casual friends ( Read more... )

" i care. i still care. i dont show it all the time, but i do. and it hurt when you left."

....hhmmmm.....

emotional rollarcoaster.. its all mine! you wanna ride ( Read more... )

this new job has got me so tired. but i love working with the one year olds. they are so much fun. they cant say my name yet so they just call me mom... along with all the other teachers there. im so glad i went and got another job. its going to take some getting used to, but its working just perfectly ( Read more... )