nice long bubble baths
ice cream
hot chocolate
chick flicks
phantom of the opera
driving, listening to the rain
calls from best friends....

some things are supposed to always make you smile. an emotional band-aid. it's time for the heart to heal...

...pretty baby, i have been saving smiles for you...

i miss him. more than imaginable ( Read more... )

i'm a cook now! i made lasagna yesterday and today i just finished baking an apple crisp! yumm ( Read more... )

thursday, may 12th.... happy one year to dan! can you believe it. one year already ( Read more... )

im sorry. i tried. over and over again. i just couldnt get through. i hate myself now. i feel like i screwed everything up and let you down. i cried myself to sleep. thats all i could do ( Read more... )

late night phone calls are definitly a highlight. i will never forget them ( Read more... )

when am i not confused? never.... never ever ever is everything perfectly normal and going according to plan. i ALWAYS have to go and screw it up. ugh! i hate this. i hate everything. i want to go away ( Read more... )

it's starting. all over again. it happened in may, decemeber and now. i wish people would find something else to try and start a conversation. im not an idiot and i dont make people choose wrong choices.

road trip to birmingham in July. i cant wait! the story of my life......

--have a blessed day

i've fallen in love with country music all over again. it's my new heaven ( Read more... )

freddie prinze, jr..... hmmm.... i love me some freddie

this wasnt supposed to happen, but it did and im glad. things change. people change. everything is working out for the better.

its pouring outside.
i love listening to the rain
feeling the rain on my face as it soaks me.
escaping in it.... hmmm